I was gone a long time but I am back and wanted too bring something different too this blogging world. I created this whole new blog and set everything up but then ended up thinking it was ridiculous too make a whole new one when my following is here. That's indecisive me at it again again. So with a change of thought, I decided too just bring all my posts here and merge everything together. The next few days won't be anything new, just me copying the posts over here. So here was my first post over on Wild and Bewildered. It was a long night.
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Hey. I have recently decided I want something more from life then sitting around, wasting hours, waiting for tomorrows to come. I think we all once in a while get that overwhelming feeling of wanting to drastically change our lives. Travel the world, move to another country, get a job as something we never even knew we liked but that's not what I'm saying here. I just want some form of change. Life is a beautiful thing and although it may seem like we have so much time to do things, so much time to say "I'll do that tomorrow" yet the reality is we don't. We have 24 hours a day to do something amazing and meaningful. It may seem like a lot but before you know it your 60 years old wondering what you did all those years ago.
I don't want to be 60 years old thinking of all the 'what if's' or 'I should've'...I want to be telling people stories of all the things I thought..
I couldn't do but did. All those things that 19 year old me would scream no because it's too 'hard' or too 'embarrassing' but 60 year old me screaming that I wish I did it. There's so many opportunities in this world, so many places too see, people too meet, strange and wonderful food to try then cry about eating because it was so gross. But at least you did it.
I could sit here for hours and list of all my big plans of things I'll do but in two month still wondering what I could do. So I'll start of with being happy. Being happy that I am alive and have the chance to do things people would love to be doing. Have amazing friends and family that make me laugh everyday. Plan things, even the biggest things in the world. Dream, be happy, laugh, smile, sing, scream...whatever makes you feel happy DO IT.
I want too look back in years to come and remember 19 year old me sitting here at 2am in my living room and realize I did it. Even if I'm sitting in the same spot at age 25, if I'm happy and not looking back on my life with regret then I did it. I want to meet happy, amazing people along my way and get to see the world however I can.
Laugh, smile, travel, love and be kind.
Wild.
I want to do the most crazy things that I'll remember for the rest of my life.
Bewildered.
I am still the person I am. This is not about trying to be someone I'm not. I am still the confused, indecisive Tamara but I want to be happier and make my life more worthwhile in small or big and wild ways.
I hope to bring something different. I want to bring my passion for all things beautiful from the shoes on your feet too the bag on your back. I want to show you my amazing friends and family, all the people I love the most. I want to bring you with me on my travels from my home here in London to the other side of the world one day. I want you to see everything I see that is amazing in this world. I want to show you my life and my aim to make it the best kind I can. Welcome too my blog.
Tamara.
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